Happening week.

The week was filled of laughter and fun with the celebrating of our Japanese November Babies - 森本先生　と　川端先生.

They had a lot of cake for the whole week...maybe it was the first experience of  having the most cake eaten ever in the whole week..hahaha.. but this also showed their popularity among the students.

Of course, as usually I made two lovely cards for these two lovely  先生。Spent quite some time choosing the individual present for them as it wasn't an easy task, especially for 川端先生. I knew he likes to perform magic so went to do some research over the net and also went to The Magic Hall and stared for almost 2 hrs plus before deciding on which magic tool to buy for him. Finally bought him something "WOW" and hope he can be able to master the magic.

As for 森本先生, went around shopping here n there and finally found one very lovely necklace that she can used it for accessories.

Everything was worth when I saw the smiles on them when they received the cards and the presents. We had great time at the Hong Kong Cafe at Marina Square on thur ( 12th November ) which was the exact day of  川端先生 birthday. Followed by a BBQ on the sat to celebrate again for 川端先生 and also for 森本先生 as her birthday was on the 15th November.

Although I lost the opportunity of staffing which some of you know what it means , but I found another door of happiness which I never thought that it could be so fun. So when a door closed in your life, there will sure be another one for you to open but is just whether you want to take the risk to open and see what is there for you.

On sunday, I also met up with some of my LP 79 friends. Seeing them made me feel so happy. Met up with Pin and Verdy for a ice cream session at Bugis first before going for the porridge buffet. The ice cream wasn't that nice :( . Next met up with Rebecca, Ivan, Fiona and Bryan for  the porridge buffet, also not nice..that made me even more sad :( :(
Apart from all the "not nice" food, I enjoyed myself with them. It had been quite some time I had last seen them.

I had a fulfilling week by enjoying with the people around me, appreciating the friendship that had been built, building new friendship around me etc..

ok..time for some beauty sleep and go to work tomorrow...

HTC Tattoo

Thinking of getting myself a new hand phone as my Nokia hand phone is not functioning that well ...old already...but still usable =) 

Was browsing through the Internet and see what new hand phones are up in the market and came across "HTC Tattoo". From there, found out that it uses  Android platform which happens to be quite an IN THING now which I don't seem to have any clue on it at all !!!!

Still considering whether is it worth for me to get one or not although it is not that expensive considering it is a PDA phone.. but I do not wish to get a hand phone and end up I only  call or sms ..just because I do not know how to use the phone function and the money is paid for. Sound stupid isn't it??? ( although I do admit that  I am quite an  IT-idiot..hahaha )

HTC Tattoo かどうか、わかりません。

Morning Madness

RRing........5 am in the morning , my alarm clock rang...It was time for me to wake up.
I had promised Nicky to do prospecting with him at 6.30am at Joo Keng which in my life of my career, I had never do this before.

To my surprised that the MRT at 6am was almost full. People had started working at this hour whereas a lot of us were still sleeping ( I am one of them lor :P) We didn't get any leads but we wont give up so easily. We will continuing doing it.

Afternoon, went for my haircut and were discussing about insurance with my hairstylist. He was my new hairstylist anyway. During the conversation then I realized that he got a premium of $1600 per mth for his insurance coverage. He was a true believer of insurance. Not only that, he is a freelance hairstylist. For every haircut he do , he only charged $10. Yet he can pay the premium every mth and also give himself a good life.

I started to do a reflection on myself .
"Hello Cindy Tan , what are you doing and what do you want. People out there earning $10 per haircut can make it. What about you? What it takes from you to make it happen for yourself ?

"Sow a thought and you reap an action; sow an act and you reap a habit; sow a habit and you reap a character; sow a character and you reap a destiny."   Emerson, Ralph Waldo

sleepless nights....

I had not been sleeping well since last week...almost only able to fall asleep about 4-5am...too stress ?? I also don't know...

Yesterday I only slept for two hours...but I wasn't feeling tired at all...Is this normal? or I am once again get into my insomia.

Last quarter of the year is here and things have and need to be done. For the past 3 quarters , I am in a confusion state..but it doesnt seem any better now anyway :(

But last Friday, I was happy for Verdy because his company We! Interactive had officially opened. Though office space was not up to his expectation but like what he said is not how big or nice the office is, but how much can he make out of it.
So Verdy, 頑張ってください.

I think I need to sleep to think well.....zzzZZZZ

5 days

hmm......
Went to see doctor after on n off of suffering of sore throat, blocked nose and fever etc for a week or so....
Who knows I need to go through one blood test and one more test ( test for H1N1, which the doctor had inserted a fine tube into your nose for a few seconds...not painful , but uncomfortable ) This test will be sent to MOH, so if i that "heng" and received call from MOH then i need to stay at home even longer. PLEASE DON'T!!

Blood test result showed that my white blood cells were lower than normal, which means that I already have another bacteria infection on top of being suspected of H1N1. haiz.... :(

Doctor had given me 5 days of mc to ask me to rest at home. Let me think when was the last time I was given 5 days mc? hmm..that should be 7 or 8 years ago when I was having my wisdom tooth operation...hahaha..

So these few days , I would be staying at home...drinking lot of water and rest well.......... this is how i spend my long weekend  :'(

Unexpected Call

Today I received an unexpected call which made me feel surprised and touched.
This call was from Dennis ( Weiye's manager). He called and told me that he felt heartache for me to leave the agency. He wanted to talk to me. Unexpectedly, I agreeded to meet him. Immediately when I put down the phone, I cried. This time round, I did not suppress my sadness. :..(

All the while, I can't bear to leave OWY agency. I really love this agency including my manager although at times I feel like boxing him..hahaha...but he do teach me a lot of stuff be it is good or bad stuff.

Today, I realised that I am always the one giving up myself in one way or another...

Where is my 100% to myself , to my work, to my life??

OWY agency never give up on me from the first day I become one of them..

I cried for almost half an hr..all my current bosses and friends came over to me and asked me what happen. I don't know how to tell them..

Once again, I feel for my agency ...

What is my final decision now, I also don't know..........

Human

人之初，性本善？

These few days i really wonder this sentence leh..are we born with kindness?
A lot of things happen around me..i really see the ugly side of a man. When a man lost his sense, he really can forget all the love and concern given to him over the years. Why do people just don't treasure the ones beside them and always looking for fun outside. Is it really true that the grass over the other side is always greener? If more n more this type of man exist in this world, i really do not know how to world is going to be...it seem so sad.

Of cos on the other side of the coin, i saw the strong friendship happening around me too.

Gal, a message to you :
don't worry. No matter what happen, you also have nice n supportive friends around you. From what I know at least got 3 lah..you should know who the 3 of them is. Be strong and move on =)