5 days

hmm......
Went to see doctor after on n off of suffering of sore throat, blocked nose and fever etc for a week or so....
Who knows I need to go through one blood test and one more test ( test for H1N1, which the doctor had inserted a fine tube into your nose for a few seconds...not painful , but uncomfortable ) This test will be sent to MOH, so if i that "heng" and received call from MOH then i need to stay at home even longer. PLEASE DON'T!!

Blood test result showed that my white blood cells were lower than normal, which means that I already have another bacteria infection on top of being suspected of H1N1. haiz.... :(

Doctor had given me 5 days of mc to ask me to rest at home. Let me think when was the last time I was given 5 days mc? hmm..that should be 7 or 8 years ago when I was having my wisdom tooth operation...hahaha..

So these few days , I would be staying at home...drinking lot of water and rest well.......... this is how i spend my long weekend  :'(

Unexpected Call

Today I received an unexpected call which made me feel surprised and touched.
This call was from Dennis ( Weiye's manager). He called and told me that he felt heartache for me to leave the agency. He wanted to talk to me. Unexpectedly, I agreeded to meet him. Immediately when I put down the phone, I cried. This time round, I did not suppress my sadness. :..(

All the while, I can't bear to leave OWY agency. I really love this agency including my manager although at times I feel like boxing him..hahaha...but he do teach me a lot of stuff be it is good or bad stuff.

Today, I realised that I am always the one giving up myself in one way or another...

Where is my 100% to myself , to my work, to my life??

OWY agency never give up on me from the first day I become one of them..

I cried for almost half an hr..all my current bosses and friends came over to me and asked me what happen. I don't know how to tell them..

Once again, I feel for my agency ...

What is my final decision now, I also don't know..........

Human

人之初，性本善？

These few days i really wonder this sentence leh..are we born with kindness?
A lot of things happen around me..i really see the ugly side of a man. When a man lost his sense, he really can forget all the love and concern given to him over the years. Why do people just don't treasure the ones beside them and always looking for fun outside. Is it really true that the grass over the other side is always greener? If more n more this type of man exist in this world, i really do not know how to world is going to be...it seem so sad.

Of cos on the other side of the coin, i saw the strong friendship happening around me too.

Gal, a message to you :
don't worry. No matter what happen, you also have nice n supportive friends around you. From what I know at least got 3 lah..you should know who the 3 of them is. Be strong and move on =)